Fifth.

So uhm, this whole withdrawal stage sucks.
I'm sick of Taylor telling me about her and Angela having sex.
I have nothing against lesbians.
I just don't get it...
Rj is over here talking about how he cant keep certain females from calling him.
I'm to frustrated to listen to his problems seriously.
Most of my old pals are converting themselves to lesbians or sextoy victims.
Shame I have not fallen that far.
Only one who isn't doing those two things is Gina and shes the masterbauting pro.
Ughhhhhh!
I heard that the have a secret countdown until I start being like Gina.
Shame on people.
Seriously!
Lack of sex has my mind on other things.
This Trey Songz We Should Be is making me angry.
Anywho I've noticed how being frustrated has effected the way I'm treating things that matter.
I'm losing my sense of excitement.
Depression sucks.
I'm losing my fucking mind...

Fourth.

Card Night turned into a lesbian fest.
I was trying to show Taylor my new addition to my undie collection
that fucking lesbo Whitney came sniffing around.
She must have a radar for me.
Anyway, Miguel and Whitney had a convo about me.
She was telling him how my vagina is so sweet & tight and I squirm when I get oral.
Funny thing is awhile ago I got head from her.
But that was me as a horny sex deprived virgin.
I saw it as a gain. ( that was years ago )
She sees it as something else.
So now Miguel is stalking me even more asking me weird questions.
Hearing about my vagina is quite arousing.
Seriously.. I'm not sure why.
I think maybe I'm just horny.
Shit if it isn't that hell if I know..
Since my vagina was on most of the guests mind.
I had to make my exit.
I got me a plate and headed home to conversate with the lover.
good times good times.

Third.

I got the weirdest phone call ...
anywho the call went like this :" What's up boo?"
I giggled and said, "Nothing really is your brother there"?
"Nah, but hows your vagina doing"?
"Excuse me"?
"You know you aint getting stroked right! You needa call me so i can get it juicy for ya."
Ughhh...!
Men are so gross sometimes.
But anyway, I don't understand how he can say I'm not getting stroked right.
When I'm not getting stroked at all!!
This headache is making me so bitchy.
Today was pretty cool.
Minus the 102 degree weather.
Taylor says a good shower and some fingers will fix my bitter mood.
I think its gonna take more then some fingers.
They are planning a females bashing session at 12.
I haven't decided if I wanna attend.
That fucking stalker chick Whitney will be there.
I have nothing against lesbians ,but she is trying to convert me to lesbianism
and I'm not having that!!
I need to convert her to heterosexualism.
Seriously, you aren't a freak because your a lesbian.
RJ brought up some weird comments today about me.
He says Im wayy to freaky for my own good.
Sighhh...
Melanie is bitching about her sexual drought.
yet not long ago she was having her back blown out.
Just isn't fair!! ( not hating toooo much )
My shuffle hates me it keeps playing sex music.
Adina Howard is on my shitlist!
Jennifer is having a sex toy party Saturday.
I shall save my comments for that later.
Ciao!

Second.

This blog shit is addicting.
I had to come type another one after 'skipping'
Anyways, stupid class was canceled.
I could have stayed asleep.
i texted my boyfriend he's still asleep.
Sighhh..
I plan on going to workout my frustration.
Then maybe a nap will do.
Naomi & Tiffany were talking about being sexually deprived.
Normally I'd laugh and call them weirdo virgins but, now I see
why they bitch so much.
Naomi is obsessed with dildos and whatnot now...
funny thing cause last year shed laugh when a former friend tried to invite
her to a sex toy party.
Tiffany is in denial saying she's a lesbian and she doesn't need a man.
Lack of penis can do that to a women.
Seriously stooping to their level is soooo beneath me.
In January it will be a year.
RJ says he bets i start humping strangers as soon as Sept.
Tiffany & Naomi better not even comment on that....
Its just not fair!
I have to listen to Taylor talk about her and Rodney having sex 24/7.
She's bragging about the sex to everyone!
Under my breath I said some vile things, and
I can't believe I was hating on her..
In HS things were soooo different.
Only one of us was doing the bragging now the tables have turned.
Good fortune looks up in Taylors favor.
Now, Naomi & Tiffany have resorted to drastic measures!
Ones i shall not resort too..
at least I'm fighting not to..


I'm offically sexually depressed.

First.

My conversation with the boyfriend was weird.
He's a freak..
I'm a freak and YEAH we be freakin' off!
I had the weirdest dream
I was laying down.
I kept waking up and going back to sleep.
I checked my phone got angry and dozed off.
When i had awaken i was tapped by my lover.
I was pretending to be mad , but I really wasn't.
I started an argument and we ended up having makeup sex.
Started off in missionary then we switched cause i was turned over.
by my FOOT! ( hot right? I know!!)
In the midst of the 'fucking' i mumble the weirdest words..
My lover couldn't hear me so he continued doing his thing.
Then as i felt him about to erupt..
I said the magic words.
which ended in the soldiers being in Iraq!

MMMMM.. good times