Fifth.

So uhm, this whole withdrawal stage sucks.
I'm sick of Taylor telling me about her and Angela having sex.
I have nothing against lesbians.
I just don't get it...
Rj is over here talking about how he cant keep certain females from calling him.
I'm to frustrated to listen to his problems seriously.
Most of my old pals are converting themselves to lesbians or sextoy victims.
Shame I have not fallen that far.
Only one who isn't doing those two things is Gina and shes the masterbauting pro.
Ughhhhhh!
I heard that the have a secret countdown until I start being like Gina.
Shame on people.
Seriously!
Lack of sex has my mind on other things.
This Trey Songz We Should Be is making me angry.
Anywho I've noticed how being frustrated has effected the way I'm treating things that matter.
I'm losing my sense of excitement.
Depression sucks.
I'm losing my fucking mind...